should I see the doctor?

I don’t know what to do about the feeling in my stomach / my mom says I should get it checked out

i smelled beer on u at 3 pm  / you don’t say?

and it took me a little while to stop being distracted by Christmas lights 

there’s nothing near my health that gets through to u anyway

And if ur a lyrics person, I’m sorry for bothering u with Stan

And I didn’t mean to play it as loud as I did,

or as often

And where some don’t understand the constant pull, nothings balanced until it’s chemically so..

I don’t remember high school 

i’ve chosen to invest in /a life worth saving/

I choose it that way

Because as far back as I can remember, I’ve never been soaked completely through

standing there, looking like you don’t have a clue-

I know you. I know you.

I’ve caught food for a fire ive been looking to escape 

He rubbed me on the subway,

I’m Stopping to get another look

And He waved at me in the circle,

I dreamed about it for months

But I don’t dream anymore, the way that I used to

Time is ticking away and Im too good to watch the clock

I try to speed it up- slow it down/

And you were standing there too-

In my memories his face has been replaced,

Morphed so it begins to resemble you

And I tried to make it stop-

Everything under the sun

But it just keeps repeating

It keeps getting worse

And I don’t know what to do with the knot in my stomach

Mom says